I lost a poem
It was about sixty lines long
Had male genitals and
Two breasts
It was a little fat and
Had no hair
“Go, go, go outside and look for it,” said the policeman
If I were a poem
Where would I go if I went away?
Summer’s scorching sun
Would melt it into prose
Dense and crowded
Was a place of the past
A place that was me
I vaguely remember
Casting it aside
A woman who’d jab her own hands with a knitting needle
Is the evil legacy of the tale of Sleeping Beauty
To teach a woman, just awakened from sleep
To fall in love with
A man who’d like to harass her
But I patrolled the bed
The legs rolled up in the bed sheet
Were hairy, faintly scarred
Even the darkness amid the faint odor of
His underwear
Had no where to hide
If I were a poem
Where would I go?
Perhaps to
Stroll in the countryside
Only to throw myself high in the air
But who’d catch me?
For this reason I visited a tourist farm
Mountain mist, greenish fog, plank walk
Watched as flocks of sheep passed through a key ring
At last
Dizzy, I laid down inside the bags on the tour bus
Picking up something a little touching
But it wasn’t
The poem that
I had lost
If I were a poem
What memory would I cherish most?
The panting from the womb
The metrics of a human being coming into the world
The milk, and later the white hair, of a mother
Babies
The collective unconscious
Screams and silly laughter
We have long forgotten, how we first
Lay on our backs, lifting our two legs
To our mouth
I clasped mother’s sagging belly
My home of twenty years before
Now aged
The poem wasn’t there
But I know, it had come to visit
Then
From the mouths of others
I never ceased collecting myself
Cobbling together the marks it left behind
If I were a poem
Why would I want to go away?
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