I want to die like a human being
I don’t want to go back to court for futile arguments anymore
I’ll sign any deposition without even reading it
I’ve resigned myself to my fate.
No need for 24-hour video surveillance of my cell
No need to charge someone with monitoring my every
It is true, every two weeks I write a letter asking for a
“I won’t stop till they put me to death.” Wiggling my legs,
I smile at my counselor
I insist they send my every letter, and then I wait for the
Without fail, after every letter they’ll search my room, I’m
well aware of that
If I had something to poison or strangle myself with, I
wouldn’t be writing these letters.
I’d have killed myself a long time ago
Is there really nothing here to commit suicide with?
I’m not allowed to die, but to put up with this torture—Not
my cup of tea.
Yes, it’s true what my fellow prisoners say.
Better to go soon, go out and get it over with.